Tired
So, so exhausted.
So, so jaded.
And, and i miss you.
It’s an overflowing emptiness
Having you so far away
But still it feels the same
To have you fill the fractures in me
Equal bits of completion
Complete the empty void
Void which is constantly in flux
Fluctuating emotions
I wish you were here.
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The Best out of Me
I can’t keep competing for the best, when the best is up to ourselves to place a definition on.
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Friendship
How can we find true friendship in this often phony, temporary world? Friendship involves recognition or familiarity with another’s personality. Friends often share likes and dislikes, interests, pursuits, and passion.
How can we recognize potential friendship? Signs include a mutual desire for companionship and perhaps a common bond of some kind. Beyond that, genuine friendship involves a shared sense of caring and concern, a desire to see one another grow and develop, and a hope for each other to succeed in all aspects of life. True friendship involves action: doing something for someone else while expecting nothing in return; sharing thoughts and feelings without fear of judgment or negative criticism.
True friendship involves relationship. Those mutual attributes we mentioned above become the foundation in which recognition transpires into relationship. Many people say, “Oh, he’s a good friend of mine,” yet they never take time to spend time with that “good friend.” Friendship takes time: time to get to know each other, time to build shared memories, time to invest in each other’s growth.
Trust is essential to true friendship. We all need someone with whom we can share our lives, thoughts, feelings, and frustrations. We need to be able to share our deepest secrets with someone, without worrying that those secrets will end up on the Internet the next day! Failing to be trustworthy with those intimate secrets can destroy a friendship in a hurry. Faithfulness and loyalty are key to true friendship. Without them, we often feel betrayed, left out, and lonely. In true friendship, there is no backbiting, no negative thoughts, no turning away.
True friendship requires certain accountability factors. Real friends encourage one another and forgive one another where there has been an offense. Genuine friendship supports during times of struggle. Friends are dependable. In true friendship, unconditional love develops. We love our friends no matter what and we always want the best for our friends.
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HAPPY 2010 TO ALL ^^
Hi ^^
I spent the last few hours of 2009 working and then the very last hour at Alexia’s house counting down! :) Afterwhich, darling came to pick me up for home :))) Haha. K. The end of 2009 marks a brand new start for 2010!
So… time flies. Honestly speaking, 2009 is a fairly good year for me, some good times worth remembering yeah :) Most importantly… I found the love of my life, my boyfriend :) Yup with a boyfriend now.. Pros and cons. Mostly pros, he’s my favourite. Overrides many things. Cons, detaching from the friends whom i already hardly meet up with particularly Demas Kai Jun Vivien Josephine Jun Yue. Unconsciously drifting. Conversations dwindle by the week.
Y’know what… I dug up the old photos, took a walk down memory lane and reminisced the good ol’ days. I listened to a couple of tunes that we all used to sing tgt and a wave of nostalgia washed over me. The 4 years we had together back in bpghs were awesome! They sorrow, joy, woes and whats not will stay in my heart for this entire life. Despite the lack of meet ups due to our different hectic schedules, i know and i hope we can still be friends forever. All these times, i always have you guys in my head ): I missed the times we gossip tgt, i missed the times we studied and camped in macdonald/subway/mosburger tgt, i missed the times when i used to fail my test and there’s always you guys there for me. I miss chilling out/studying with Demas and Jun Yue. The times when there was only the 3 of us hanging out tgt every single day was such wonderful memory that i can never ever forget in my entire life. All the laugh out loud talks and whole-heartedly laughter are the best man! I missed every single things abt each and everyone of you :(
Demas Koh. The most individualistic friend i ever had, but also the friend i’m most proud of. You are the friend whom i know that despite the road ahead is filled with uncertainties, i will still continue to walk on because i know i will always have your pillar of support! :)
Kai Jun. The longest friend i ever have in my entire life. For all that you’ve done, i appreciate them. No more cheesy stuffs for you, you know me too well. 2010 marks the 11th year of our friendship ;) CHEERZ!
Jun Yue and Vivien. For being the most mature friend that i’ve met in bpghs :) Thank you for always encouraging me and talking sense into my head :)
Josephine Ng… I really miss you bcus i haven’t met you for ages… :(
Guys… thank you for giving me such wonderful moments and i’m sure there are more to come in. We may not meet all the time and there are even some whom i haven’t even seen in months.. There are also times when conflicts arise among those i see frequently.. But even after all the weeks/months of not seeing each other, even after all the conflicts that we have, i know i still have really really wonderful friends :)
In the early part of 2009, i got back my O level results and made a daring decision. And in April 2009, i landed myself in Singapore Polytechnic, DMIT. And with that i bidded goodbye to BPGHS.
Began a brand new fresh student life with a bunch of great friends! :) Alexia Prescilla Haoming Waikuong Hongwei :D Though every single one of us had a different past, it doesn’t matter now cos we know we’d each other’s back this year and in years to come. And definitely.. you guys are really damn cool and great! And i’m really sorry for flying aeroplane several times when we’re going for an outing.. Like yeah y’know family problems and all! + I seldom hang out and talk with you guys except when we’re in school bcus i got this weird and idiotic habit here that i refuse to go online to chat… But seriously!!! I’m so thankful that you guys are sucha understanding friends!!! Without you guys in school, school life = sux ttm. I’m glad to have know you guys! i really wanna apologise for all the troubles and frustrations i’ve brought to you guys… IF I HAD. 2009 wouldn’t have been great without you guys. Their presence in life taught me many things. Though there were some hiccups along the way, we managed to sail through and further bring our friendship to a whole new level. Thank you all for being such a dear, and as cliche as it sounds, i love you guys <3 I want to thank all of you for making school life less miserable and in fact more enjoyable.
Posting some old pictures taken throughout the year! :)
And here are some photos taken over the past few years… ;)
WOW.
What an AMAZING year…. I’ve forged countless of new friendships and strengthened the existing ones.
Yeah so 2009 has been much of an emotional turmoil. I cried, i laughed, i had fun, i was depressed, i made mistakes, i learnt new things, i am changing… :) Another year down, another year to go. As for new year resoultions.. let’s kick that aside. Let’s just enjoy our life to the fullest each day because life is like a storybook, and your body is like a journal. I believe the life i lead everyday has new adventures, trials and memories ready to be recorded and gone through. I don’t want to set out to have to do anything, i want to let the words come to me. I know there is a plan in store for me this year, and that’s exactly what i want to do. To live my life, just the way it is meant for me. I want to be a better person, i want to be strong and I want to always bear in mind that this is the life i love to live. Because this world is great, and nothing is not worth giving your all. No matter what i might face, there is always sunshine after the rain.
… For this is always what i believe in :)
Have a great year 2010, everyone. God bless!
A freakingggggggggggg lost post wrote by your sincerely,
CHEERZ! :)
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Individuals
We are always so caught up in our own world, so insistent on our own opinions.. but do we ever stop to listen to what the others have to say?
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Hotmail sux
Ughhhh! I think hotmail is being a bugger by not letting me to attach my documents and email them successfully. Sometimes, i really do hate hotmail. FULL OF NONSENSE, REALLY! :(
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Relationships
My random thoughts… decided to pen it down here :)
At first relationships are easy – too easy. We ‘fall’ in love and are endeared to the opposite member so much that we over look flaws and foibles that our friends and relatives can see (and most are often willing to point them out to you) yet in our love we are blinded. Too often people enter into a relationship accepting “little flaws” as “projects to change”. Instead we must see these flaws as being part of the character of the person we love. Both people must be able and willing to commit, communicate and compromise. Love does not remain strong and over powering forever – that mad passionate love too quickly cools to a deeper kind of love which is love, but often is confused with “not love” thus ends the relationship.
People fall in and out of love because they expect their lovers to be everything to them and do everything for them. They then become dissatisfied when the partner fails to meet all their requirements. If you have a dream of achieving everlasting love you better create your very own life crowned by hobbies, interests and beneficial passions. This makes you a full lover when you enjoy a complete, interesting life on your own. Create a world of your own. On your to-do-list add forgiveness. It is always healthy to forgive while you can, disappointments and sadness is a part of life.
Always accept the unexpected. Always find Happiness in what you have and be grateful to own what you have. It is a great secret to everlasting love. Despite the greatest fear and uncertainties of the unknown, when the inevitable things happen you will look back on the good old times and wish that you had been more grateful when things were more colorful. To enjoy your love life you should give thanks every moment and learn to appreciate the small problems we experience because unknown to us they can get worse and some time they probably will. To experience how it feels to have everlasting love, create time for each other as lovers. Many people who are unhappy keep on postponing time to be together. People get caught up in the many and demanding daily activities and forget to get time to live for today.
It happens to me and you. There will always be more laundry, more house chores and more errands to be carried out. It is a routine where we retire to bed when we are very exhausted late at night only to awake and follow the same routine again the next day. To live life to the fullest stop at some point and take time for yourself and for each other too. Today might be the only gift you have in life so live like there is no tomorrow. The precious moments we reckon in life are achieved by creating time for them against the much pressure of work. Create such short and fleeting moments everyday to enjoy everlasting love.
I love my bb ^^
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